Thursday, June 7, 2012

How do I know that he is my soulmate? If I can be honest and say I honed my skills as an clairvoyant. I hear things. I have been choosen. I created a space for God and this is his gift to me. I can hear my soulmate think. I as a very shy woman who wont ever sing in front of my family sang when I was with him. LLS I caught myself and covered my mouth. As a very shy woman do not dance infont of anyone ever I allowed myself to dance in his front of him twice. It is an amazing feeling. I can hear my soul say you found the one. I ask who and I can hear his name. The only guy I know with his name is my first kiss but he is not in my life. When I finally met his son he and I looked lovingly into each others eyes and turned to his son our hands touch and I saw a light in our hands. Now when I look up soulmates the images on google I see pictures of some couples holding hands. I am very spiritual so if you dont believe the you wont be swayed. My mom isnt a believer. I'll continue... When we make love I can only think of the song " Stairway to heaven" by the O'Jays...It felt like becoming a twizzler and zooming out to the clouds shrouded in clouds of gold. Again I looked up soulmate images and if you do to you will see couples entwined,together like a twizzler. It is amazing!!! I am not an easy woman to bed I can promise but...My mother runs off my boyfriends I swear but she said he is a gentleman. I am a very educated woman and love is the last thing on my mind especially when I met him. When I met him I manned a one guard pool from two o'clock till eleven o'clock pm with no breaks and no days off ,and he was a maid at the same hotel. I am shy so I avoided eye contact for a long while. So love at first sight ?? I do know that one day I was walking to work and ii stopped in my tracks and looked right and I saw this vision of a man walking with his butt length locks swinging he had a gol like aura. Umm I have one favorite song and It is protype by Andre 3000 , so one day while getting out of his car that song began to play . The song goes I hope that your the one if not you are the prototype. We'll tip toe to the sun and do things I know you like . I think Im in love again..... But like I said it is love. He is married. So I asked for a sign and i got one. When I last saw him his keychain had #1 on it. His bestfriend now was one of my first male bestfriends. I was thinking about his BF and why we lost contact a few days before we were reunited. I can talk to him when he isnt here. I feel him hold me when I am alone at night. When I first met him I finished his sentences. He now finishes my sentences. I read his mind and he see's things in my heart that noone else can see. He saw that I wasnt over my last ex and that I was suffering in silence. I told my soulmate that he is as free as an eagle. How do you tell someone with great lovemaking abilites and a great heart to be free. I am in love.I have found the one. When I with him I see older couples in their 70's 80's and I just admire. I actually see these couples I take notice now. Where as before I was only into myself my life me me me. Now I am back to meditating like my mother taught me. My soulmate live a few blocks from me. I think it is amazing to have met him. I feel my ring finger being pulled. My ring finger becomes irratated so much that I notice it. Nothing can soothe it nothing. It just hurts. My new occupation is reading stories on Soulmates and twin souls. Oneday I had to pee so I stopped at a recreation center even though I live close. My soulmate and his BF just were standing there. When I went into the bathroom and came out my soulmate was standing at a distance staring through the double doors. I stopped in my tracks, and looked down and I see "And I will always love you" as a caption on the newspaper announcing whitney houston's death. He is on my mind all the time. As I said before I am clairvoyant and I hear songs that pertain to who Im feeling at the time. When I hear a song it plays and plays util i actually listen to it or look up the lyrics. So the song for today is "Finally" by CECE penniston. the lyric on my mind is "Finally it happened to me right in front of my face and I just cant hide it" This is going to be a good relationship. Cant wait to learn my next lessons in this relationship.